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Posted 5 months ago

Fuck it all

So tired of “putting myself put there”. It always ends the same with me nose diving, feeling like a failure, and it’s a load of shit. If I move back to Michigan I’m going to be a hermit. Fucking makes me upset when I get the same response alllllllllllll the time because a month or two later I’m goddamn invisible. Fuck everything. Fuck people, I wish I could go hulk on the town and break shit.

Good night world
/end rage post

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Posted 5 months ago

It’s obvious

That I was lied to the whole time.

Oh well.

Feeling of worth is not really there, but who gives a shit.
Live and learn.

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Posted 5 months ago

The irony

I hate that the more I say I don’t care, I start to care a little bit more. /sigh

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Posted 6 months ago

I’m tired of

Compliments or statements of myself being awesome when I’m clearly not. Got no proof of this.

And I’m tired of this bullshit. One thing happens and just get thrown to the aide now. Whatever.

And I’m tired in general. Theres my eno school girl post. Goodnight world.

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Posted 6 months ago

Achoo!

I’m allergic to bullshit.

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Posted 6 months ago

Hmmm

Had such a great day. Finally got to get out again and hike a bit, find fossils and have fun.
Unfortunately in pursuit of getting ready to head over to a get together, I passed out for like 5 hours. >.

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Posted 6 months ago

Grrrrrrrr

There’s so many things I wanna day but can’t. Feel like I have tiny chains in my throat. /sigh
Just have to keep trying to break them.
Fuck it.
Night world…

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Posted 6 months ago

Feel like I’m going to burst

Gehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I dunno what to do.
I have 101 things running in my head that’s all bottled up and I want to explode.
I know people want me to vent to them, but with this stuff, I’m going to sound emo and stupid and hate people having to listen to me. Then again I’m posting a vent like an emo kid. So…. Shit.

Whatever, I’ll do my 2011 rant post another time. I’m passing out while writing this stupid rant.

Night world.

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Posted 6 months ago

“And each night I feel more and more alone”

Time for bed. Meh.
Damn my room is freezing. >.

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Posted 6 months ago

Time travel

Wish I could make it January already so I can go on this Vegas trip. Would love a vacation right now. But for now, time to sleep, and start planning a little bit. Yay for friends with connections! Haha.

Time for sleep attempt number 1. Let’s see how it goes.

Night world…for now. D: